That thing....

I've been applying everywhere again and still getting nothing. I have a job interview next week and a job interview the end of September.

I don't know what I'm doing wrong, or what I'm not doing, or what, but I cannot find a position.

It's frustrating, and demoralizing. I've been losing things left and right. My writing is gone. Dunno where, but it's gone. My job hunt is going nowhere. Therapy is just flattening me for the week, and that means no RP, no writing, no nothing.

And it's not that I don't want these things. I do! But I don't have them anymore, because doing bad things to fictional people is wrong when I'm trying to get my own shit straight.

Honestly, I'm kinda "AAAAAAAAAAH" about everything.

Tomorrow is Monday. I'm going to try to get things done, then and we'll see what happens.