/collapses

I... am not doing well.

I just want to lay on my couch and play video games.

I don't want to be at work or at the gym or a functional adult.

My blood sugar is going all over the fucking place.

I don't feel well.

Because my blood sugar is going all over the fucking place.

I wanna just go home and sleep, but also: God of War. Which, yes please.

I need new shoes and don't have the money.

I want to buy presents for people, but again, MONEY.

Which is why I'm at work.

The only reason.

I need more OT but the day I can do it (Wednesday) I'm off, because I work Saturday.

ARGH.

Also, I want cute booties in size 11. And I can't find them.

I'm fucking frustrated as fuck and there's no one to scream at. /screams into the void