Shit cake...

So today, two things happened.

1) Housing inspected, and we failed. Apparently, my house is filthy. Even though I tried my hardest to clean. But my stove/oven are filthy. There's rotten food in my fridge. My bathroom is rancid. ( Pictures beneath the cut )

So, basically, I don't know what's going to happen now. We could be evicted. We can't afford to live anywhere else. Literally, this is all I can afford to live at and we barely make it here.

2. Children Services was also here today. they claim that unless Daughter gets some mental help, she may be removed to foster care. That means, I could lose my house and my child.

Oh, and to top it all off, my cat got out this morning and I haven't been able to find him to bring him home/inside again. So, I haven't even been able to cuddle something today.

And now I'm in tears again.

I've done nothing but cry most of the day. Even before they inspected/child services stopped by.

I don't know what we're going to do. I can't afford to live anywhere but in housing. So, today has just been bad.