Irk

I promise, I haven't fallen off the face of the earth. If you read my IJ you know that there has been STRESS in my life the last couple of weeks. Between kids and government agencies and... yeah. STRESS OMG.

Anyway, I have been writing, though probably not on what I should have been. However, I'm coming to the realization that writing is writing and that I need to keep in that mindset, because otherwise, I'm sabotaging myself.

Beyond having a broken brain (and by broken I mean broken okay?) I've had a lot of outside stress that seems to have eased off for the time being.

Maybe.

It's been so bad that looking at writing/crafting of any sort has been panic attack inducing.

Which is something me and the doc are going to have to talk about tomorrow.

Anyway.

That's the State of Cat right now. It's not good, but it's not as horrific as it was at 8am this morning either.

(At 8am, I was contemplating spending the day in nonreality with drugs again, but I didn't. Go me.)

Soooo yeah. Hi DW.