Master's of Creative Writing

[dragonjournal]

I... want to go back to school, again. I want to go back and get my MFA. I want to do things that I've dreamed of, and are just... not within reach.

Without a job, I just can't justify going back to school, even part time. Maybe if I get the one I'm interviewing for on Wednesday, I can go back, but I'm not holding my breath.

I want to go back to school. I want my MFA.

I'm just worried about the money.

But looking at Tiffin and ASU, they both have online programs, and I just... I need to do this? Like, does that make sense?

I just can't justify going back to school for a while. I want to. But money is a thing? Like, if I don't get this job, our phones might be shut off. And that's an issue. I need my phone to get a job. This is getting ridiculous.

Our money is in desperate need of an influx of cash. And yes, I know that it's my fault. I shouldn't have lost my job. But I can't fix that without another job. I plan on applying more and more if I don't get that job next week.

I'm so tired of being at home. I want to go out. I want to be worth something.

But I'm not worth anything, if I have no job. Because I'm not bringing in money, I'm not worthy of anything. I can't go shopping. I can't, really, go out and do anything.

I'm so tired....

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[dragonjournal]

So; it's been decided. If Sam hasn't made an effort by next February to make way to go back to school, I'm going to be going back. I've already started my graduate essay for Antioch. I'm kinda leaning toward Antioch over a few others.

And no, I'm not on FB. I'm still applying everywhere.

Yes, the interview is for a legal assistant. I made it through the first round, which is good, but I'm nervous because I do not interview well.

[jehanne1431]

How did your interview go? I don't interview well, either, so I feel your nervousness. I hope it went well!!

[dragonjournal]

I think it went okay? I mean, I'm a bad judge. But they said it'd be a couple of weeks, so.... I have no idea.

[jehanne1431]

Best of luck!! I hope you get it!

What kind of law?

[dragonjournal]

Worker's comp and Personal Injury, so... Stuff I'm familiar with.