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dragonjournal) wrote2024-07-04 06:11 pm
dragonjournal) wrote2024-07-04 06:11 pm
Master's of Creative Writing
I... want to go back to school, again. I want to go back and get my MFA. I want to do things that I've dreamed of, and are just... not within reach.
Without a job, I just can't justify going back to school, even part time. Maybe if I get the one I'm interviewing for on Wednesday, I can go back, but I'm not holding my breath.
I want to go back to school. I want my MFA.
I'm just worried about the money.
But looking at Tiffin and ASU, they both have online programs, and I just... I need to do this? Like, does that make sense?
I just can't justify going back to school for a while. I want to. But money is a thing? Like, if I don't get this job, our phones might be shut off. And that's an issue. I need my phone to get a job. This is getting ridiculous.
Our money is in desperate need of an influx of cash. And yes, I know that it's my fault. I shouldn't have lost my job. But I can't fix that without another job. I plan on applying more and more if I don't get that job next week.
I'm so tired of being at home. I want to go out. I want to be worth something.
But I'm not worth anything, if I have no job. Because I'm not bringing in money, I'm not worthy of anything. I can't go shopping. I can't, really, go out and do anything.
I'm so tired....
Without a job, I just can't justify going back to school, even part time. Maybe if I get the one I'm interviewing for on Wednesday, I can go back, but I'm not holding my breath.
I want to go back to school. I want my MFA.
I'm just worried about the money.
But looking at Tiffin and ASU, they both have online programs, and I just... I need to do this? Like, does that make sense?
I just can't justify going back to school for a while. I want to. But money is a thing? Like, if I don't get this job, our phones might be shut off. And that's an issue. I need my phone to get a job. This is getting ridiculous.
Our money is in desperate need of an influx of cash. And yes, I know that it's my fault. I shouldn't have lost my job. But I can't fix that without another job. I plan on applying more and more if I don't get that job next week.
I'm so tired of being at home. I want to go out. I want to be worth something.
But I'm not worth anything, if I have no job. Because I'm not bringing in money, I'm not worthy of anything. I can't go shopping. I can't, really, go out and do anything.
I'm so tired....