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Dragon Journal ([personal profile] dragonjournal) wrote2020-02-15 09:56 am

So I was dumb...

Look, I know I don't write her much, but I'm still the same I always was? Maybe a little less anxious, maybe a little more confident. When I do something stupid, though, I do it well.

As you may or may not know, I've been going to the gym since last May. Haven't seen a lot of improvement, but have seen some. But yesterday (Friday) I decided to join a class at the gym, first thing in the morning, and see if it would make a difference.

... Today I can barely walk. 100+ squats will do that to you, apparently.

My abs hurt, my thighs hurt, my lower legs are on fire. Yesterday, my arms were like jelly.

So, yeah, there we go. I was dumb.

Other updates:

- AJ is quite well! He's still in school, and will be until he's 22. Just had his meeting at the school, and all is well. He gets a bit of an attitude at times, but that's just his personality. He'll step right out of it, if told to.
- Scotty is still Scotty, in fact I have to get him an appointment with the vet soon. He'll hate it, but, gotta.
- Sage... I don't know. Sage isn't speaking to me. About once a month, I send a "are you alive" text, and only sometimes get something back.

I'm still alive, anyway. I miss you all, but I just don't have the emotional power to be around as much as I used to. I wish I could, but really, things... are not going well, and I'm so emotionally exhausted by work that I just cannot be around some places, even that used to be so comfortable. Sigh. Anyway <3 to you all.

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